The weird thing is, I thought I was fat. These pictures are from Christmas 2005-August 2006, a period of which I weighed my lowest ever in my adult life. I had a lot to learn about myself.
Over the past year, I’ve regained 25-30 lbs–I don’t know the exact number because I’ve since thrown out my scale. These updated pics of me are after a year of binge eating while still working out, going through cycles of over-indulgence to numb myself and starving as punishment.




