on edge

Today has been an increasingly unsettling day. I just can’t put my finger on why I am on edge today.

 I decided to walk for almost an hour at lunch thinking that it would give me some clarity, but no such luck. I’m so frazzled right now and I keep thinking that once I have things on solid ground (as in, when I stop working here) THEN I can work  on getting myself in a better frame of mind. Maybe I should just let myself find comfort in food and alcohol right now, and then just start over fresh after I quit. Crap. I don’t know.

I’m miserable! ARG! WHY ISN’T BLOGGING HELPING ME?? WHY ISN’T EXERCISE HELPING?

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